love and sex

I had that experience with my first grade teacher LUCERO   at elementary school in 1969, when she took my hand as to taught me my first manuscript letters...   

it is actually too bad. to be honest you make them idol in your head. in reality, that doesn't fit in our boring routine life. you know when it gets disappointing. once you start seeing that your ideal lady doesn't suits the real life, because you have high expectations and once they don't match with it you get disappointed. you know what is funny, you get heart broken.....

This is the Oedipus complex, you need to go to a psychologist.

Marcos Good evening!
Let's for a moment, I'll be your fairy online and tell you about the world of sex and love .... You do not need to take sex from a position of mechanical and physical satisfaction ... Let's look at love and sex as a unity of feeling men and women who desire to give pleasure and enjoyment.
You are very Sensitive and bright man, and in your power to give and gentle fairy princess beautiful fairy tale, you can make sex an art, it is given only to the elite - they subtly feel their movements, attitudes, emotions - a smooth and magical ... I'm here it's not you, the problem is to find a fairy, romantic, caressing your word, whether viewed from giving energy, and calling upon for a ... Let the women do not take offense, but today a man more romantic and tender woman, he feels better and is able to give joy and pleasure.
And my advice to you - look for a creative person, a woman who knows how to dream, to fantasize, to write poetry, sing, dance, writing that will excite you and can not sleep on the desire to love her and to touch her, to give her the joy of pleasure.

Not exactly the same thing, but I remember that when I was in college I would not have sexual fantasies about a woman that I had fallen in love with. I did not put her on a pedestal like a goddess but my feelings for her were beyond a primal instinct.