You're 42 years old and write like a teenager. 1) boredom is an INNER problem of people who don't know what to do with themselves or how to use time beneficially. 2) Finding your preferences and priorities is YOUR responsibility and no one else's. In other words: stop talking about what you don't want and START thinking clearly about what is important to you. These are questions that only YOU can answer, but surely only AFTER necessary time of contemplation.