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As it was I that started this discussion, I will contribute a true letter shard with me, some of you will be harsh and call him foolish, or think he trusted too much, the truth is, you can see that they both think about love, just in a different way how, here are the words as they were written, except his name is changed and so is hers, and to be fair, we will call him "man x" and her "woman Z" READ PLEASE...over all, it's a sad ending. This is her letter to MAN X..... "My dear, my Man X, I'm a very long time I want to write you this letter. But you know that I am a coward (chicken as you say). I love you. I did not fulfill the main promise - to be honest. Forgive me, my love. I do not know how to say it. I think you're going to hate me. I deserved it.
I support. I have hepatitis C. I do not know what you know about this disease. You can read on the Internet. I had to tell you before, as you were going to come to Russia. I have no excuses except that I fell in love and wanted to see you. And I knew that if I tell the truth then you will not want to be with me. It is a virus of blood - is transmitted through blood, sexual contact and from mother to child. I know that I am risking your health. This is the point when you start to hate me, I think. I'm sorry. I asked you, that you can forgive. You said everything but treason. So I hope to be forgiven. I am a liar. This is a big hoax. But this is only a lie on my part. I'm telling you this now because I do not want you to spend your love, your time and money to me. I confess to you, that thought never really talk about it. I remember the night in Novokuznetsk, when you talked about the visa and that you need to do blood tests. I felt that I caught the culprit. I was afraid to admit it. Even now scared.
I will tell you this. Although maybe it's not important to you. I learned about his illness in 2004. When I was pregnant. Then I did not know anything about it and did not understand how this happened to me. Then I remembered that I received a blood transfusion during my surgery. It was the year 1998. After this operation, doctors are constantly forced me to give blood once a month. They attributed this to the fact that there is a disease (box) that can occur over time. I think they know that the blood they poured, not everything was in order. I did not attach any importance to this. I have no evidence. This is just my guess. Russian hospitals are not like yours. I am glad that you did the operation at home. Then after I gave birth and in six months my ex-husband tried to cure me. The treatment is very expensive and painful. We have passed the course in 6 months and it did not help. And I had no more strength to do it. And I just tried to forget about the fact that I am ill. I did not tell you. Received as selfish, I know. Forgive me, my love. My son is healthy, my ex-husband is healthy, and we slept together 5 years. I know that's no excuse. I think and hope that your health is all right.
Man X, I know how bad I arrived. Maybe you and worried so much because you felt that I was hiding something from you. You said you have a good instinct. I told lie only about that. I felt, and I feel guilty all the time. Forgive me, my love.
I know what you want to call and write what I'm a horrible person and I deserve it all. I ask only give us one day of silence. I am very afraid. And you're the one who I can ask for protection care and help. We'll talk January 31 - my time. You can say all you think of me looking at my face in skype. You may not agree with me, but it helps us to talk quietly. If you want to talk to me. I know that now it does not sound as much as before, but it's true. I love you. I'm sorry." Those are the EXACT words except for the name changes and the childs name is removed....anyone have anything to say about what the man should do?

10.07.13

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