Infidelity was not on my side. I can guarantee that I will be devoted to my partner. But I perfectly undestand that there is no and cannot be any guarantees about the other person. I accept it. I am happy now and contented with who I am and what I have in this life. To be in such a perfect harmonious relationship with somebody, who is intellectually, spiritually and physically attractive and attracted to me, is a luxury. I will not be throwing tantrums neither in public, nor for my closest friends, because I am not married. I am not affraid to be alone. My brain keeps me from being bored in my own company