Hallo) I don't quite understand about your work .. I'm talking about a career .. The word "разнорабочий" (odd-jobber?) is indicated .. how realistically can this be combined with international relationships and care about 2-3 people as minimum (if woman has a child)?.. Good dancing in the photo  Your friends from clubs, how old are them? they are younger you?  I am not sure about change pictures. In reality you will be you, with your lifestyle..if you are happy so.. Living in someone else's skin is very difficult, almost is not possible I think.. Better try to find a woman on the one wave with you, as you are..