Yes, you did. But here in forum every post takes comments, opinions and advices and you can't do nothing with this. Be ready to get not only sweet words, especially we are Slavic people are more straightforward.
But sorry again for some people had so impudence to judge you and sorry for you are not the center of Universe in all people eyes.
And advice, last advice, don't worry 
Imho Asian ladies could match more to your character.