Thank you, Svetlana! I described only a small part of my life here. My learning continues: I take care and live in house of one old aggressive person with mental illness. It isn't a "sugar"as you understand. I don't want to open any theme here. I am tired, very busy and don't want to describe my"fantastic life" for anyone because it is only pain for me. All situation was actually more mixed than I wrote. I didn't explain so strange behavior of my elder daughter who I loved before very much, gave my life for my daughters and hate this person now. This situation is more fantastic than my life here. God really teased for us. I abused my elder daughter to marry with American guy whose ancestors came to America in 16 century. They have 2 normal kids but the 3 kid, small baby daughter Melinda Valerie was born and died from genetic anomalia when I arrived here. I saw her. The doctors said after many tests that my daughter and son-in-law are cousins, close relatives. It is really fantastic. But his father knew about it and wanted to foretell his son but he refused to hear his father. So my story is actually remarkable. It is really God's bad joke. But all people who know my family know all this, too