It is strange: I am looking for one type of men but men of opposite type found me. One example is the dinner yesterday. I sat with company of men older than me. I noticed one man: tall, taller than me with my 183 sm, silent, modest, handsome, older than me maybe for 3-5 years. We began to speak but other new persons interrupted other conversation and began to speak with me. So during all evening I couldn't say any word for this man. He only listened to my conversation with other, more alive and energetic but not interesting for me men. So pity. I am shy to speak with person who interesting for me. But other man, noisy and energetic usually found me. It In the picture me yesterday, after dinner