Dear, Dar, thanks for your answer. I don't think that around me only idiots and freaks. And internet - it is a mirror of our real life. My problem is in other. I try to explain briefly: I see a lot of people, photos... but I fell nothing - any emotions, feelings. They don't touch me. Anyone.
And the second part of a problem - a lot of visitors are interested in sexual relations. And they aren't interested about your thoughts, interests. No Soul only Body.
Maybe I havn't found my the One. And it is answer for all my questions...

P.S. You are the first man who shows that we still read books   It is wonderful! Thank You for this!!!