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Tell me, how long have You realized that this type of women You like?
since maybe 25 years or more but i had big troubles in my life and big gaps too
And how much time You are willing to spend on search?
i have start at the end of the last year,but i'am not really deeply searching but i had register on many websites,mostly in english but i had aslo a few websites in danish,norwegian,swedish,finnish,lithuanian,i understand a bit german,norwegian,danish/swedish but finnish and lithuanian, i need to translate,i collect intels there and there but i have very progress since some weeks,not in searching but in collecting intels
If You don't find this type of woman will You change or will you adjust your preferences?
changing not really because it's my goal adjusting what did you mean exactly ,adjusting my preferences ok but what kind of preferences?

I understand it's a personal question. But You are quite public and outspoken in their desires. That's why I asked. You can not answer, I understand. I just wonder how much time and effort people can spend on achieving your desires
you'll see yullia i'am going to write an offline blog that's i'am going to published step by step probably on wordpress,why offline because i have BLUE GRIFFON(mozilla,like firefox) who is an WYSIWIG what i see it's what i get,editor,very simple to use,this blog as an extended/extension of my profile because they have many things than i can't explain in so less space.this blog will devided in parts and translated in languages of the countries that i'am targeting
the parts are more or less that i allready have explain,see the things like a spider(me),what the spider do she build a web and wait for her prays(women) by a didactic manner it's not me who are going on the sens of the women it's the women who going on my sens,if you want i give a canva but i also ready in close future to move on
first evaluating my situation i still haven't the big money i need(main part of my problems),second i have time at the point where i'am,one,two,three years don't change anything i live really alone since ten years but it will don't take 10 years not possible,but i need to be ready in an absolute manner,i don't want screw up everything,i have one shot it's no more possible at my age to screw up,i had allready screw up ten years ago,but in fact i'am an "old" young or young old, is why i like distance is a way to evaluate people also,but i have a main problem it's that the female behaviour of the countries that i'am targeting are very different
i why i need to find someone of my fiber,who is on the same page
if you want i give directives,tools and if you recognized you in this,in my reflection so we are made to meet up,match,approaching exchanging different point of view and if the girl don't understand that she don't worth it ,she is not made for me,i think communication it's the most important,i know that's a real challenge,and why now,because it's my time,i am projecting myself and i have allready lost ten years,in fact it's more is 25/30 years,it was like a kind of declic,i don't suffer really of loniless everyday,but i have my moments,
the main lack that i have sex of course, but also affection,and it's intricate,but i afford with it,but since some times i take the things like a philosopher,this week start my chinese year(pig of steel) a yin sign and the next cycle it's not for tomorrow, i need to find my yang ,but nothing is written on the stone.this is mostly for the big lines
don't hesitate