Yes, that the reason why all this women didnt want anything serious with you, coz it seems you do not understand   if you want a serious woman for a serious relation you must be a serious man )))) try to imagine you find a woman you want to live with, you will need money for living permission for her, all this boards things ( of different countries ) costs money, and not little money, next is a place to live or you look for a woman who come to mexico and buy a place to live for both of you?    next is a girl is emigrant, could she find a good job fast to support herself?! all she has she will leave at her mother land and will come to you pure as a baby   . Could you support your new family well ? No? Then dont ask why women doesnt want you as a partner. i guess coz they doesnt need a grown baby . If you want a real woman be a real MAN. not a crying boy.