I've seen your profile, I don't remember how you answered the questions before. If you didn't mention your disease, you were wrong...we discussed it in your new post. After having read your current post I asked you a question on your page, you didn't answer. Then comes a question how can women trust you?
It's not easy, you need courage and patience. I believe and wish you to find not only a woman, but a reliable partner for the rest of your life.
I hope you were truthful now...