. If u dont know what to do, so make anything! Make smth extra ordinary that u have never done before. Brake the regulations and u will see the result. May be for u will be not dull any more. It needs to relax the psyche. I mean simple things. If u go to the job the same road every day- change the road. If u eat egg on breakfast - eat smth another...ets. Dance in the middle of the street at least! U r young and full of forces! It is necessary to break down stereotypes of inner world. All that u showed here its pressing from outside. Stereotypes. It's not yours. And when u get back ur own forces than u can make smth very big in life. (Be careful with police😀 .
P.S. May be any girl destroyed your mood?