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She wasn't the common beauty doll either, not ugly no, but quite common also. By the way, i did not make it clear either as it sounds like i am always wanting to contact new woman etc which wasn't the case at all. These are neighbors, with their own life etc and we could "meet" in the open while the children played etc around us outside. There is one i did date many years ago for a very short time but we found that friends was a much better arrangement and she made a new life for herself while remaining a friend, but i did not introduce her or made any effort of including her. I didn't even use a computer much or talk to anyone at all, only necessary things when i was looking for work.
I have a few examples to illustrate what i mean:
My brother has an ex. He is 10 years older than me. She was with him when i was a young boy. We entered a shop where she worked looking for a gift to buy for someone else. Before i managed to introduce them or even say a word, she vanished and i, with my daughter had to walk around the town looking for her. We found her, took the train home but she did not even sit in the same carriage and locked herself in the room for 2,5 days.
Once, we were at the mall and we had to return since she thought some woman looked at me after 10 minutes of being there.
My daughter visited her friend. This mother is single but dating other men. When it was time to get her, she became extremely angry after as she thought this woman could potentially be interested in me and she again locked herself in the room for 2 days.
And, i was offered a job, and she became angry as there could be woman working there...
No, i do not need this at all, this is the reason why we are not together anymore, but i wanted to ask if these things are normal or not. To me it seems completely not normal, and i just wonder if i have any reason to feel guilt at all.
I do not need a mother for my daughter, if she wants to be, then sure, yes, i'll be happy, but my reason of being here was to build a relationship - family oriented. I just have a few more days left here though so i am not sure i'll stay.
I have a few examples to illustrate what i mean:
My brother has an ex. He is 10 years older than me. She was with him when i was a young boy. We entered a shop where she worked looking for a gift to buy for someone else. Before i managed to introduce them or even say a word, she vanished and i, with my daughter had to walk around the town looking for her. We found her, took the train home but she did not even sit in the same carriage and locked herself in the room for 2,5 days.
Once, we were at the mall and we had to return since she thought some woman looked at me after 10 minutes of being there.
My daughter visited her friend. This mother is single but dating other men. When it was time to get her, she became extremely angry after as she thought this woman could potentially be interested in me and she again locked herself in the room for 2 days.
And, i was offered a job, and she became angry as there could be woman working there...
No, i do not need this at all, this is the reason why we are not together anymore, but i wanted to ask if these things are normal or not. To me it seems completely not normal, and i just wonder if i have any reason to feel guilt at all.
I do not need a mother for my daughter, if she wants to be, then sure, yes, i'll be happy, but my reason of being here was to build a relationship - family oriented. I just have a few more days left here though so i am not sure i'll stay.