Ok Rick, Do a favor to your Amigo: 

Can you analyze the next tables and figures and fill up what you have lived in Life with those ladies???

Can you write their names and start to remember with who you had many or some of the combinations of intimacy, passion and commiment??

Let's Do it, write many tables for each girl.

Then check who gave you the best memories, check with who you had a balanced relationship.

Can you feel those memories???

Then add your last woman ( the reason we read you here).... please check it, sincerely.... Did she gave you something good ??,,,, Did she gave you something bad??

Check it, tell yourself , only yourself,, was a relation of Value??

Did she added you something good in real perspective??

How many joys???

How many dissapointments???

Add them and compare them....

Can you see it???

Just remeber the ladies who shared with you only good memories....

Just release your suffering, because it is only yours ....

Ok, let it Go...

Do you feel better ?? ( it is valid to cry, even I have had that feeling, everyone have had it).

Just keep in you who made you happy, who gave you joys and special moments.

Now!!!

It is time to turn the page and leave it in the past, bad memories, certainly, but it is in the past right now.

Raise your face toward the sunlight,

Raise your face to the heat of Love....

You deserve it, you really deserve it.

Do you feel OK?

Now it is time to write a new story here,

there are many marvellous persons who listened, many how witnessed and sensed a match of your feelings with their feelings.

It is time to turn the page with a new and brilliant one.

Just do what you know very well, to give all of yourself to the woman who will really give all to you.....

I wish you the best in your search, I am sure many women here will be glad to read from you the marvellous person you are...

Your Amigo,

Salvador