Yes I am O.K. Hard to understand what some people say. To clarify some things. As far as keeping track of money spent, I thought it shows on a K-1 visa proof of love, support, continue relations? Video shows proof of continued relations, and of course, I want to see my woman, does not matter once per week, twice per month, I want to see my woman. It seems some think this is a bad thing? I have read where people engaged do it ( video )every day, I am selfish, I want mine ( video ) too  .
I also must when we left Peters she asked when she was going to see me again. I said I will come in June. When it came time to make plans for trip, a big discussion and disagreement took over about why I should not do it. I am a man, If you as woman do not say, Hey my man, come to me, visit. I will not go. I f you say do not come, I will respect that. I also wish to ask why, after a plan for marriage and saying you will cook me a home cooked meal, now you even deny me to visit your home. This is confusing when you love a person. I realize that the love for me was lost along the way or maybe never existed. I will say I probably will not go visit. This relation is about over. I think I may not be cut from the cloth for this type of long distance relation. I also do not want American. So I think it best to fly solo in life. I thank you for your opinion.