I understand you perfectly, and I sympathize. It's nice to hear that you fell in love with Russia, Russian cities and people. I hope that the situation in the world will change for the better for ordinary people, and you will be able to fulfill your plans and dreams.

If your desire to meet a woman from the countries of the post-Soviet space is just as persistent, then I can suggest that you look not only in the territory of the former USSR. I know that many of our women once went to warm countries such as Thailand, Bali and others. They live and work there with the help of the Internet. That is, they have already adapted to long distances, used to being far from home and relatives. I think it will be much easier for them psychologically, physically and financially to change one warm country for another. And it is easier to meet them, because they are not in Russia. Although there are women in Russia who earn money using the Internet, many have left for Georgia, Armenia. For freelancers, the main thing is to have the Internet, and they choose a place of residence that is warmer, and often near the sea or the ocean.
If you have Russian-speaking friends and girlfriends, they can help you. on YouTube, on facebook, on instagram, and on Russian-language services, you can find blogs and videos of such women freelancers.

Well, this is so, just in case, suddenly come in handy.

The shore will sail to the rower.
Don't be hasty, but be persistent.
Fortune favors the strong, the bold, the brave.