Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder......for me, from within'

In my youth, as a DJ, featured in Playboy even, I used my youth, the magazine, and my job as a DJ to my advantage, but something in me liked the popularity, but not the lifestyle...e.i.-alcohol, drugs, women, temptation...and then a miracle happened. I did Tae Kwon Do for 14 yrs, making me almost, ALMOST, SUPER close to being sterile. I had a vericocele repair using an artery valve from my leg and 11 months later, my most proud accomplishment came along, Sergei Evan, Sergei for my ex's mother(he had no boys), and Evan is a family name. Some men like oral sex only, or some certain odd fetish, but since I can remember I have always thought "hey man, if you do THAT***** then you still have to kiss the girl. I am no GQ or close but I do have pride enough to not seek out a woman considerably younger than me. Try reading the letter on HEPC a friend sent and then attempt to ask me to be softer. WOMEN...pay attention, I want a family, not a maid, because I can cook better than most, and I clean when I am done, I coach my sons ball teams, take him to work and pay him $10 a day if he wants to go, but please, know that I personally don't know a desperate man here. Trust is hard to find and harder to give, maybe my flaw is I give too trust much too soon, but someone must begin, and if a person like the other, then why not? Age plays very little part, at least in my opinion. IF ONLY YOU COULD SEE MY GIRLFRIEND FEED HER 1 YR OLD GIRL BREAKFAST, TESTING TO MAKE SURE IT'S NOT TOO HOT, HOLDING, HUGGING AND PLAYING.....I WEAKENS MY HEART ENOUGH TO KNOW "THIS" IS THE TYPE OF WOMAN i WANT AS A WIFE. KIND WISHES LADIES, THERE'S ALWAYS A CRAZY GUY LIKE ME TO RANT AND RAVE ABOUT SOMETHING. READ THE HEPC LETTER, I NEED SOME CRITISIM. SINCERELY ANDY